SO i know i have all of three followers none of which really seem to follow me :P *shrug* but i felt like updating if only for no other reason than to organise my own thoughts a little
Ok so firstly school has totally calmed down which makes me feel 100 times better, I have my ADHD assessment this friday so that should help tooo. Even though techinically we aren't allowed to be on study leave our school has stopped checking whose in or not so on days when i have no exams or lessons for subjects not yet finished I dont have to go in at all, or if i only have lessons in the afternoon i go in late and if i only have them in the morning well, then i go in and just waltz right back out once im done, same with if i only have an exam to be in for. Its great, the teachers 'dont see us' leaving :P and we just go out through the reception and go home, or to starbucks or wherever we please ^^
Plus i only have two exams left HURRAH! so that makes me super happy. I'll start revising for them soon.
On the weight side, Im feeling totally proud of myself and i hope it continues, IT WILL CONTINUE! i mean i still havent gone past 9st its so frustrating im always 9st0lbs, i dont really go up or down from it, if anything i'll go up by 3lbs if im on, or weigh myself after eating, but the reason i feel proud? because ive finally started to seriously do something about it. I mean, i ache all over. I've got the biggest loser workout DVD and ive done it twice now, its seriously hard and im gonna keep doing workout 1 until it becomes easy then move on to workout 2, i will achieve that perfect body! and food wise, its hard not to snack from boredom but im managing, i had a slight lapse whilst on but thats over now! i'll just allow myself treats every now and then.
Job wise, i went up to camden yesterday and i really wanna work in cyberdog so i talked to someone,, they said hand in your CV and so im gonna do that later this month. :) Also looking at working in waterstones or waitrose if that doesnt work out
Appearance wise, I CAN FINALLY DYE MY HAIR! HELL YEAH !!! UHUH! after the 22nd I can totally dye my hair :P i think...god i hope im allowed it for the leavers service, ive made arrangments to dye it for the 23rd and i think the service is later but if they dont let me go well then i know my mum will kick up a fuss, and my friends will and really its only one stupid ass teacher who'd make an issue, i reckon they'll let me, fingers crossed!
Secondly i gotta get £60 before 22nd JUly, because im gonna get my snakebites then :P im so excited im still a teeny bit unsure whether to do it, but yesterday in camden it felt so right so im gonna go for it!
Im just gonna go in, close my eyes, stick out my lip and deal. :P why before the 22nd of July? cause i need my awseoem friend there with me, she has a septum piercing and she was totally cool about it, so i need her there for moral support and she's going to brazil for a month from the 22nd so really i gotta do it before that i want her there. Which i do!
On news of Shinee, keychains are finished, T-shirts ready to print (or so my friend says) banners will be made on Saturday and the paintings being worked on Im worried it wont be finished by sunday but goshdarnit i will MAKE IT FINISHED!
Gottta strive hard to achieve what i want right? if it wasnt easy it wouldnt be worth it?
ON my stress list now is:
Learning Japanese
Starting kickboxing and Karate
Practicing my manga (PAGE ONE IS COMPLETE OF WHISPERINGS OF FATE< but sadly, i havent really been practicing drawing that much, manga wise i mean ^^)
however, i think i will worry about those things, AFTER exams
for now im just gonna enjoy all this freee time, revision starts monday :)
SHinee is on sunday.
Tomorrow is a musical with papa dearest
and today is painting, eating and watching T.V ^^
Thursday is my friends art exhibition and dying my hair
and everyday is workout day :P (cept sunday XD)
on sunday i shall simply skip 100 times :)
